Work In Progress

BGPQ @ 270816

The idea, you know, is that the sentimental person thinks things will last – the romantic person has a desperate confidence that they won’t.
F. Scott Fitzgerald

A new drawing. I’ve no idea who the model is but something about the expression on her face spoke to me. Typically I would ink over the pencils before calling it finished, but I’m half tempted to leave this as it is. Another part of me would like to render it as a full-scale black & white painting. I’ll wait a while before I decide. In the meantime, here’s the most influential musical cue to the work:

Mogwai – Burn Girl Prom Queen

Stranger On The Shore

Stranger on the Shore

Stranger On The Shore is a series of short films by Michael Smith & Maxy Neil Bianco, with an original soundtrack from Andrew Weatherall and Nina Walsh. Collectively, these “video poems” use footage shot in the coastal margins of England to explore the myths and madness that these places nurture and inspire. From Goth-haunted Whitby to the psychic fault-line of Hastings and the industrial interzone along the Thames Estuary, it covers all the right territory and promises to reinforce my own ideas about these places that have always fascinated me. I remember a family holiday when I was about five years old – a week in Blackpool, in November, to see the illuminations. Permanently brooding skies, rotting rollercoasters reflected in the rain puddles, cheap tat  behind drizzle-smeared shop windows on the Golden Mile – a genuine nightmare for some, but I liked it that way. It had a mysterious and thrillingly-unsettling atmosphere that overwhelmed my young and impressionable mind, and those feelings return even today when I end up down a Tenby back-street or wander the storm-slapped seafront at Eastbourne. These are the places where people come to have a good time, and generally go home disappointed, leaving a sump of failed dreams to be plumbed by those who prefer ruin over regeneration and horror over heritage.

Stranger On The Shore – trailer 1

Stranger On The Shore – trailer 2

Vladimir Nabokov: Speak, Memory

Speak Memory book cover - Rik Rawling

The cradle rocks above an abyss, and common sense tells us that our existence is but a brief crack of light between two eternities of darkness. Although the two are identical twins, man, as a rule, views the prenatal abyss with more calm than the one he is heading for.
Vladimir Nabokov, Speak, Memory

I’ve never read any of Nabokov’s books. I was probably initially put off by the fact that Sting sang about him in ‘Don’t Stand So Close To Me’, but I’ve come across enough of his quotes down the years to suggest me might be worth my attention. This mock-up cover uses my 2014 drawing of the eccentric lepidopterist himself.

Lazy And Tired


Work In Progress

Gyrfalcon @ 22 Aug 2016 - Rik Rawling

Further to previous posts (here and here), this painting is now proceeding rapidly towards completion. Grey tones undercoated, now I just need to sort out the background and then start on the fine detail, which entails hours and hours of insane eyesight-destroying close-up work. If I wanted to make it easy for myself I could just piss it out like any number of contemporary painters (you know who you are) but, for me, the essence of the creative process is best summed up by Cormac McCarthy when he said: “Anything that doesn’t take years of your life and drive you to suicide hardly seems worth doing.”

Hey You Street Artist

shit at art

Frank Sidebottom – Hey You Street Artist

Work In Progress

Gyrfalcon @ 20 Aug 2016 - Rik Rawling

I spent most of yesterday edging this painting closer to completion. Here’s where it was 2 days ago:

Gyrfalcon pencils 18 Aug 2016

I’ve learnt over time that my best work emerges from a loaded shadow of influences that seemingly bear no relation to the finished piece, so while on the surface this is just a painting of a bird, there’s a lot of other things feeding into it, including (to name just a few) – W.B. Yeats’ The Second Coming, Stanley Spencer’s memorial chapel at Sandham, John Burnside’s I Put A Spell On You, and Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds Push The Sky Away.


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